Does if feel like a triumph?

The way you vanquished your demons..

 

Does it feel like a triumph?

You sleep at night.. you are healthy again..

..with her pictures absent from your mind..

 

Does it feel like a triumph? 

 

You convinced yourself of what you really want to achieve!

You made yourself the main focus!

You finally have worth!

You are human being again!

You have a smile on your face the moment you wake up!

You welcome the new day with excitement!

 

You only once - every year - stop in your tracks and sink..

 

Does it feel like a triumph..

 

..or did you manage to lose something important?